Day 25-The reason you believe you're still alive today
This is has a simple answer, and yet it is very complex in it's nature. The simple answer is, I have not finished doing what I was put here to do. I'm not done being a wife and mother. I truly believe with all of my being that is my primary purpose for being here. I am a wife and mother first, I am everything else second.
I believe that in no uncertain terms these two amazing guys have save my life and they are the reason I am still here. So I can take care of them to the best of my ability, and so that I can learn from them how to be a better me. They teach me everyday how to be stronger, how to love deeper and how to try harder.
I know for certain my work here is not done. I am not done raising Gunnar, and I have only begun to show Curt that I can be, will be, and AM, the wife he deserves through this journey we call life, and we are just beginning. We may have been together for 9 years, but it's like we've been given a new start and I plan to make the most of it.