I can no longer count my good days on just my fingers and I'm well past needing my toes. There was a time however when I only needed 1 hand to count my good days, and it wasn't all that long ago. Right now, sitting here with the cool breeze coming in my open windows, the smell of pumpkin coming from my oven and music coming from the radio, it may as well have been eons ago.
Good days are in abundance now, those small victories that were so difficult to find each day when I started writing this are now second nature. I take great joy in things I never noticed before, or never took the time to notice. Like the fact that I don't have an apron. I don't think I ever cooked (really cooked) enough to necessitate one before, but I enjoy it, and I am quite messy when I do it. For instance I was making pumpkin chocolate chip bread for Gunnar today.
It's a fall favorite in our house and he asks for it as soon as there is a hint of cool air. I decided to double the recipe to give some to a few friends, forgetting how much the original makes. Once the last loaf was in the oven and now I am subsequently on my 3rd, yes 3rd shirt of the day. Most people would have left the pumpkin covered shirt on until they were done, but I was too good for that. I got 2 loaves in the oven and had some laundry to do so I thought I'd wash the dirty shirt since all I had to do was transfer batter from bowl to pan. How hard could that be? Well apparently when you have a clean shirt it's harder than it looks...so here I am in another clean shirt and ya know what, it's okay!
I made dinner and Curt invited a buddy over who's wife is out of town. Then Courtney dropped Hailey off for a sleepover of sorts since she has to have Alex in for surgery early tomorrow. We all enjoyed some fresh pumpkin bread for dessert. Now Gunnar and Hailey are both asleep, Curt is taking is friend home, the dishes are done and the dishwasher is running, I have some laundry going and all I hear are the various hums of and uneventful yet productive day. A Good Day. No longer few and far between, but often and abundant.
